Thursday, December 22, 2011

13th Letter

Dear D

You're writing again, so I thought this blog needed an update.
All I wanted to say was basically Merry X-Mas, Happy New Year and... well, only half a year left and we'll see each other again!

Love,

/P.

Monday, December 19, 2011

12th Letter

Dear D

Happy Birthday!!!
Make a wish and I'll make it come true when we meet again...

I love you ♥

/P.

Friday, December 16, 2011

11nth Letter

Dear D

Three days to go to your birthday. What should I give you? It's really hard to guess. I might bake you a cake and send you a picture of me eating it all by myself, without sharing it... *evil laugh*
I'm going to a friend's birthday party tomorrow. I don't know what to get her either. Oh dear. It's always so hard to find proper presents for people. Especially now when it's nearly X-Mas...

Happy Birthday in advance, if I don't get to write on Sunday ♥

/P.

Monday, December 12, 2011

10nth Letter

Dear D

You ask me how I could think that you forgot about me. The answer is simple. You don't ever show me that you didn't. As long as you can't prove the opposite, I'll believe in what the circumstances tell me about your feelings. This may seem unforgiving or even doubtful, but let's face the truth: You don't really make much of an effort.

Don't forget you're mine, and mine alone.

/P.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

9nth Letter

Dear D

Write. Please do.
It's like hell when you don't write. I need to know what's going on in your life, every single detail, no matter how boring it may seem to you - to me, it can mean the world.
This letter will be short. At least I think of you. And here I go again with my accusations.
At least give me a good reason for not writing. And I mean a good one.
How's your dog? Still alive and kicking? You said he had heart problems.
What about your little brother and sister? You're so sweet and caring when you're with them, I almost feel jealous at times.
I'm jealous now.. They get to see you every day. I'm jealous of your friends who can be with you often. I'm jealous of everyone close to you, because no matter how much I care for you, I'll never be one of them.
Do you think of me sometimes during you busy life, or is it just your conscience that commands you to write once in a blue moon to soothe me?
It's terrible living in uncertainty, you know.

/P.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

8th Letter

Dear D

I admit that I was contemplating a relationship with someone else. It's like that with me; if I don't see you for long, I stop feeling the same way after some time. So I thought I could stifle my thoughts of you by hooking up with someone else. I didn't want to miss you anymore, because, seriously, it's not a great feeling. I tried flirting. I tried seducing. I tried backbiting. Nothing worked.
So here I am, back to just sitting around in my room and missing you. And no, I didn't hook up after all. Though something tells me it would have been a great release of tension. On the other hand I would have been eaten up by guilt by now.

Yours forever, though sometimes I wish I wasn't,

/P.