Dear D
How's Slovakia? I hope you're enjoying your stay. Write soon.
I was sick for half a week, and now I've done something to my wrist because it keeps hurting. Ugh. Life can suck at times. Anyways when you wrote I felt a bit better though :)
Love,
/P.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Sunday, January 15, 2012
15th Letter
Dear D
And again you've failed to write. Whatever. I guess I'm used to it by now.
E tells me I'm an idiot for staying with you since you obviously don't give a shit. She thinks I'm some kind of masochist. Maybe I am, I don't know.
I should call you properly - and not make a drunk call like last time; I hope you'll forget that one soon, it was pretty awkward of me, I know.
Please write. Or call. Just do anything. Send me a nice sms, like the one about you having dream about me. It doesn't even have to be the truth, I don't care, just... tell me you're there. Please.
/P.
And again you've failed to write. Whatever. I guess I'm used to it by now.
E tells me I'm an idiot for staying with you since you obviously don't give a shit. She thinks I'm some kind of masochist. Maybe I am, I don't know.
I should call you properly - and not make a drunk call like last time; I hope you'll forget that one soon, it was pretty awkward of me, I know.
Please write. Or call. Just do anything. Send me a nice sms, like the one about you having dream about me. It doesn't even have to be the truth, I don't care, just... tell me you're there. Please.
/P.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
14th Letter
Dear D
You're not writing again. But that's not what I wanted to tell you.
I hope you had a nice Christmas and New Year and that you didn't drink too much.
I looked through some of my old mails from you and it sounds like you don't live with you parents anymore - I don't know if I should ask you openly or not, because you might shut yourself off again and I don't want that to happen. Things being this way. I guess I'll just have to look for hints in what you say. What if you just don't want me to worry? If you tell me then I will worry, of course I will, but I worry even more when you don't say anything because not knowing what's going on is worse than being aware of the situation.
Recently I've been regretting that I told my friends thatI broke up with you. I don't even know why I said that. I guess I was angry and wanted to get rid of you in some way. But of course you're still in my head, day and night, and don't you dare to leave. :)
I hope to hear from you soon.
I love you.
/P.
You're not writing again. But that's not what I wanted to tell you.
I hope you had a nice Christmas and New Year and that you didn't drink too much.
I looked through some of my old mails from you and it sounds like you don't live with you parents anymore - I don't know if I should ask you openly or not, because you might shut yourself off again and I don't want that to happen. Things being this way. I guess I'll just have to look for hints in what you say. What if you just don't want me to worry? If you tell me then I will worry, of course I will, but I worry even more when you don't say anything because not knowing what's going on is worse than being aware of the situation.
Recently I've been regretting that I told my friends thatI broke up with you. I don't even know why I said that. I guess I was angry and wanted to get rid of you in some way. But of course you're still in my head, day and night, and don't you dare to leave. :)
I hope to hear from you soon.
I love you.
/P.
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