Dear D
Write. For God's sake please write. I beg of you. Five days of silence are more than enough. Don't you understand that the longer I have to wait, the more painful it gets?! Every single fucking day is so damn painful without you. I might not show it too much, but it really really hurts. So, please write.
/P.
This is a collection of my emotions and thoughts written in the form of letters to my boyfriend, who is 1092km away.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
18th Letter
Dear D
Again you internet connection is dead. Or is it just an excuse? Anyway, I'll answer your questions. One by one, in all honesty. Maybe I'll give you the answers personally one day, but for now I don't want to risk making an idiot out of myself. For some reason I feel cheesy when I read my answers.
Your question was whether I was ever serious with someone. I define that question with the following 5 questions. And I have been serious with only two people in my life. An ex of mine, and you. I'll answer the questions according to our current relationship ;)
Have you ever thought how you would look like in 7 years?
Yes. I wish there was a future for us, but that's not for me to decide. I actually had a dream once in which you proposed to me on my 18nth birthday ^^
Have you ever had sex with him?
Nope. Hoping to change that soon... :)
Have you ever dreamed of sharing a home?
Yes. If I could I'd spent the rest of my life with you. Have baths together, eat you for breakfast...
Have you ever had dinner with his parents and him with yours?
Again you internet connection is dead. Or is it just an excuse? Anyway, I'll answer your questions. One by one, in all honesty. Maybe I'll give you the answers personally one day, but for now I don't want to risk making an idiot out of myself. For some reason I feel cheesy when I read my answers.
Your question was whether I was ever serious with someone. I define that question with the following 5 questions. And I have been serious with only two people in my life. An ex of mine, and you. I'll answer the questions according to our current relationship ;)
Have you ever thought how you would look like in 7 years?
Yes. I wish there was a future for us, but that's not for me to decide. I actually had a dream once in which you proposed to me on my 18nth birthday ^^
Have you ever had sex with him?
Nope. Hoping to change that soon... :)
Have you ever dreamed of sharing a home?
Yes. If I could I'd spent the rest of my life with you. Have baths together, eat you for breakfast...
Have you ever had dinner with his parents and him with yours?
Nope. It's a pity, though I think I met your father once. Remind me to invite you for dinner when we see each other again. God this sounds desperate.
Have you ever thought of being the mother his children?
Yes. Hell yes. If it's a daughter her name's going to be Ania. I know we both like the name. If it's a boy, you choose, I've never been able to think of a perfect boy's name.
I love you. (obviously)
/P.
Have you ever thought of being the mother his children?
Yes. Hell yes. If it's a daughter her name's going to be Ania. I know we both like the name. If it's a boy, you choose, I've never been able to think of a perfect boy's name.
I love you. (obviously)
/P.
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